Well, today I experienced my first Malay Language Public Speaking, as I entered the Puchong Serdang Zone Competition!
Reached school bout 7.10 and headed to the Discipline Room.. I was seeking for a vest to dress myself up smart enough to carry our school’s image.. My junior, offered hers at first, but later she borrowed another vest from one of my other junior to be fitted by me.. Guess what?! I can’t even button the very top button! LOLs! And then, panics, and nervous as the clock ticks second by second.. Teacher calling to attend papers to be reseated and the anxiety in me bloomed! Oh My! Why all things occur in one same moment!
With sweat starting to ease out of my pores.. I finally took the vest and unstitched the double stitches made by the owner without asking her.. *hope she doesn’t mind* and I’m really glad that my sewing skills saved my day! = D Lucky me! When I unseal the threads of the fabric.. Something eventually struck into my head.. It was quite funny yet memorable one and I started smiling! Thank you so much for making my pre-competition night such tension and stress free! I really appreciate it much! And because of it, I didn’t stuck between my lines today!
Reaching the school was a very exciting yet feeling a lil scary.. When I took a glance into the hall.. All participants dressed SMART and I started to shake a lil.. But I manage to change my moments of anxiety switching my thoughts to something secretly deep to my heart! I really want to stress out this appreciation to you, but I don’t know how to do it! I felt like giving you a hug when I see you, but I just can’t! =’( ..
The judges were creepy but during my presentation.. the smiled all the way.. I replied their smiles often and continue with my speech! My name wasn’t pronounced properly.. hehe.. Same goes during upon calling me on stage, and even by the Head Judge giving Tashini a hint that I got the runner up! I still can’t believe what is happening right now but, I know you’re quite up sad as I can’t attend to you..
The rain had caught me today and I’m feeling feverish right now.. I’m in my jacket and feeling quite cold.. Having flu, and I want this uneasy feeling to end ASAP as I want to have easy training on Friday! That’s why I broke my promise to meet you, and I don’t want you to fall sick too, because the tournament is next week and friendly match is tomorrow?! Take care, and don’t worry.. I’ll be fine.. and pls forgive me.. I really wanted to come..
Reseating the papers that I’ve missed today and tomorrow shall be a busy day.. As I seat for my History and Moral paper.. and mingle around with the awaits of the SPM results! Good Luck guys!
See you soon! Signing off!~ Myzz Jacquelyne aka J-Anne..
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