Monday, December 31, 2012

Here and There of 2012

Okay, it’s just hours more before 2012 ends. And I’m proud that I survived the apocalypse? Haha, just kidding. I’m indeed proud, that it has been a great year as I’ve learnt too much from it. This really reflected that I live 2012 as if the end of the world! =)

Well, this shall be the last post of the year. I’ll try to make a complete review of it. Seriously, I have alot to flashback and review this year. It has been a challenging year and I’ve tried many new things and learnt lessons as well.

Travel!
We ( mom, brother and I ) had travelled almost the whole Penisular of Malaysia. In February, we drove up to Tapah and Taiping for Chinese New Year! It was indeed an awesome Chinese New Year as we met far relatives, and of course.. More $$.. hehe..
Then, on last week of May we went to Terengganu, Kijal with my cousins and aunt and uncle for a holiday trip! From Petaling Jaya, to Kuantan and then up to Kemaman. It was a long journey, and sunny too! Lastly, November. After my first semester STPM examinations, we planned to go South this time, to Skudai! And from there, we went straight down to Johore Bahru, stopping by Nusajaya where LEGOLAND is, and Puteri Bay, before heading all the way down to Danga Bay for lunch, and some shopping at Danga Mall. And then get a view of Singapore, and headed back up to Skudai! On our way back, we stopped by Melaka for lunch and went home! =) Fun travelling.. And of course, on and off Genting trips!

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Education
YES, I chose Form 6. And many asked why. Well, why not going for government? You don’t really have to pay that much, and yet get an equal qualification which is certified worldwide? Wise? Maybe, or it should be. But, time is indeed limited. So much rush here and there. And I was only getting use to it a month or two before exam? How sad, I know. But as for now, I’m feeling anticipated and can’t wait for the next last two semester, as I know what to do, where to be and how to overcome those situations that was out of hand in the first semester. I bet most of us felt the same thing. And I’m really excited that school is starting real soon, on Wednesday! Friends believe I’m insane, but these long holidays really killed me. I can’t stand doing nothing, as if my brains can’t work well, feeling sleepy all the time. Though there’s alot I can do. But I still prefer going to school, and talk to those friends I have. Do some research, and play.. Haha, yes, I love to Play!
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Dharma
This year, I’ve finally got my family with me to join me for a buddhist way of life. I always wanted to join but it seems that too many things and excuses blocked my passage before. So, I got them to be committed alongside me with Kinrara Buddhist Metta Society ( KMBS) ! I love the environment there, so calm, and peace. And at first, I only know one of the member there, which is my classmate since I was in Form 3, my bestfriend. But now, I know approximately 60% of them in seven months, comprising mainly the youths, the sisters and brothers ( this is how we address people there) and their family members. I emceed the Parent’s Appreciation Night on 28th of July, though I was new, and on Teacher’s and Student’s Appreciation Day, I was awarded the best newcomer! I also joined a 4 days course on relationship handling on teenagers, with the main purpose on how to handle teenagers and facilitate them in activities. It was a three separate sessions course, which includes a one night stay at Subang Jaya Buddhist Association (SJBA), the centre that I nearly enrolled to at first! And then, the friendship in Buddhism grown and extends. I feel proud to know people more and to learn about life. What are the dos and don’ts, and where are my limits? I’m preparing myself to a change, a better life.  Water lilies

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Health
Praise the Lord that all of us were in definite blessed health this year! Just some skin problems that really drifted my confidence off at times. But, I’m glad now, it’s over. I’ve overcome it with my aunt’s help. Traditional Pearl Cream is really magical! =) Flawless face? Nahh, still have to wait, but at least no more peeling and pimples are controlled! The thing that I don’t apply make up, or even if I do, I won’t apply blusher on my face. After using the Traditional Pearl Cream, my cheecks are rose red at times! Haha.. =D

Experiences
Before school re-opens in May, I was still working in the office as an Administrator Clerk. Last time was Secretary. And last month, after my examinations, I went in again and this time I learnt how to draw, being a Draughtsman. Dealing with a software, AutoCAD, for drawings, I’ve learnt some services, mainly electrical. The rules and regulations of Steet lighting, how to place lighting points and fan points in houses, how to design for CCTV circuit for home use, how to calculate suitable air-conditioning horse power for a room usage, and many more. I was also asked to continue by working for the holidays. But I turned it down as I need my holidays after all those lessons in school and office. But, my boss told me that I’m always welcomed to work whenever I’m free! And that’s how, I was offered a part time job. Cool right? Well, maybe after my STPM examinations, in November 2013 if they still need a person to draw. In conlcusion, I’ve learnt many working positions in these few years, but not being an Engineer in the office. Maybe the next one? Haha..

Interests
I’ve started on the guitar recently, and it was a present from my mom for Christmas! Feeling good with it and I’m learning it myself though, not taking any classes. I’ve stopped piano lessons. Too heavy and pushy as I felt that the academy wants (force) me to take examinations for Grade 3 next year. And the time limitations I was facing. I can’t tolerate any further and so I’ve decided to stop lessons. But it doesnt mean that I’m not playing anymore! I will make sure I have regular practices and it shouldnt be neglected. And back to my guitar, my finger tips started to harden, it’s not that painful anymore compared to the first few days of playing the guitar. It’s a good news anyways! Can’t wait to slowly explore the chords and learn the guitar techniques, strumming, picking and start to play my favourite songs! I’ve been listening to covers of Jason Chen (vocal), JunCurryAhn (violin), and SungJunHa (guitar). And I’m falling in love with it! Can’t wait to colaborate with uncle and fellow youths too when I get pro later! ^^ And I noticed that musics does a great impact on me nowadays. Ranging from waltz, to jazz, and blues or even contemporary, I just enjoy them alot!

Me =)
Hair grows, then cut, then grow again! Guessed that I was fickle minded and uncertain at times. But I can say that 2012 is another year of self-finding again. In terms of taste, style, personality and trend.  untitled000

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

More Than Words - Westlife

one of our favourite songs ♥

Saying I love you
Is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say
But if you only knew
How easy
It would be to
Show me how you feel
More than words
Is all you have to do
To make it real
Then you wouldn't
Have to say
That you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do
If my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
If I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
Its more than words,
Its more than what you say
Its the things you do
Oh yeah
Its more than words,
Its more than what you say
Its the things you do
Oh yeah
Now that I've tried to
Talk to you
And make you understand
All you have to do
Is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands
And touch me
Hold me close
Don't ever let me go
More than words
Is all I ever
Needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do
If my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Source :
Lyrics : http://www.lyrics007.com/Westlife%20Lyrics/More%20Than%20Words%20Lyrics.html
Video : www.youtube.com

Sunday, December 23, 2012

That Should Be Me – Justin Bieber


Songwriters: JUSTIN BIEBER, NASRI ATWEH, LUKE GOTTWALD, LUKE BOYD, ADAM DAVID MESSINGER

(Verse 1)
Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me,
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't
(Chorus)
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Til you believe that
That should be me
That should be me
(Verse 2)
You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
It's working cause you know that
(Chorus)
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me
(Bridge)
I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
It's breaking my heart
Ooooh, ohhh
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me(Holding your hand)
That should be me
(The one making you laugh) (oh baby oh)
That should be me
That should be me
(Buying you flowers)
That should be me
(Talking for hours oh)
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go, I never should've let you go
That should be me, I never should've let you go
That should be me

Source :
Lyrics : http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/justin_bieber/that_should_be_me.html
Video : youtube.com

Friday, December 21, 2012

World Ends Today?

“Life is too short to argue & fight. Count your blessings, value your friends and move on with your head held high and a smile for everyone.” – Friend.

Heyya!
Today is 21st December 2012.
Everything is fine. =)
Just a heavy downpour in the evening.

Happy Winter Solstice! 冬至快乐! =)
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Many people posted about ‘The end of the world’ today, and actually, it trended since yesterday afternoon, heavily, in facebook and twitter. Well, to many, it was a joke set by the Mayans that really kept all of us anticipated to the event. However, we don’t know when it really happen. Time don’t tell us about it too. But as written in Holy books and some references, * wow, I did research *, there will be signs after signs appearing one after another to mark that, the day is near.

So, it doesn’t really matter if world ends today. What does matter is the way you live your life every second. Appreciation, Care and Love. All these should joyously  over balance the level between the good and the bad. Think about it. Time doesn’t repeat. Time doesn’t return. Time only will move forward.

“ 你所浪费的今天,是昨天死去的人奢望的明天。你所厌恶的现在,是以后的你回不来的曾经。" – Friend.

Appreciate everyday as if tomorrow is the END of everything. That should be the way. =)

World Ends Today?

“Stay strong. Be there for yourself even though no one is there for you.” – Friend.

Days had passed, and few more hours to mark the end of Day 14th.

The Mayans predicted that their Calendar ends today, people interpreted it as ‘The End of the World’. But, I don’t really care about it, as it is a part of life. If we’re the ones who got to face this event, then lucky us isn’t it? I’m still wondering how long am I suppose to wait. But, no matter what, life goes on.

Well, there isn’t much to say now. My chance graph is inversely proportional against time, the way I looked at it. It’s either, time is needed to really think about it, or time is just needed to find some soothing excuses or reasons so that it wouldn’t end that bad. Anything will do, as now, I hope for less. Less expectations, less disappointment. Make it that way.

A message was received, asking for EOT to consider, as no answer is obtained yet that time. It was Day 10 that day. It really brought back that smile on my face that moment, instantly. But, as I said before, I respect and appreciate your decision. I’m not urging for a relationship, coz I know it’s hard to decide. So, from there, I continued to wait again.

This whole patience needed situation really pushed me to my own limits. If there’s any production company who needs an actress to tear within 15 seconds, I’m up for it. It feels so hard to breathe, so heavy. Sometimes, I hope I could just tell that someone.. “ Whatever it is, don’t tell me, I don’t want to know..”. Anything familiar? I think it’s from one of the 《那些年我们一起追得女孩》scene. I just feel like doing so, not that I want to copy a movie scene or what. I just feel tired sometimes.

And did my mood and emotions shown on my face? Or externally? Even my mom ask, why am I so moody nowadays. There isn’t a smile on my face. And of coz, she relate many many things into it, here and there. My mood turned even worst. If and only if you’re here to comfort me, like what you did before. Thinking of it, I felt a lil more better. But it would be best if you’re here.

I’ve made another silly but it is really an honest request recently. In these 6 years, I have not met someone who dares to confess or confirm a relationship face to face in front of me. And because of that, I’ve bumped into cheaters. I wanted it that way is because I wanted to feel for it myself. I believe no matter what decision you made, I will still feel comfortable around you because we’ve been great all these while, even on that moment itself.

Seeing post by post on Facebook that you’re enjoying your semester break in pairs. Feeling good for you, but not really good on my side. Well, I take that as a practice though. Refrain from falling into a state of jealousy. So that I’m not that emotionally weak any longer I hope. I just can’t wait nor imagine what’s going to happen next week when I finally get to meet all of you guys, paired up, right in front of my own eyes. I really hope I could endure the moments.

Three days, how am I suppose to live for those three days?

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Chances

Anyone believe that chances comes upon well arrangement of your goals and plans?

Well, I do.

Reflecting back those days, with heavy duties, plenty of responsibilities, headaches and critics. It’s a training to prepare one to be ready for the next task or problem. One stage prepares you for the next. It’s cool right?

When things are related to responsibilities, leadership comes into the picture. It doesn’t mean if you’re not a leader of a group of community, you don’t have the responsibility. Leadership simply means how you bring yourself towards succeeding your own goals or plans. All of us are born leaders. It’s just that who are you leading? Alone or with a partner? Or maybe a group of people less than 10 or more than 100?

Situational leadership. Yes. If you’re a father, you lead your family. If you’re a friend, you lead your pals. If you’re a supervisor, you lead your subjects. A director lead’s their colleagues in a company. A teacher leads their students, and hence a headmaster leads teachers and students.

You lead your way towards your aim, your goal. Be your own leader to pursue your wildest dream in you. But it takes steps before you reach there. There isn’t any magic that can skip the stages. So, chances are very important indeed in all kinds of situation. If you’re prepared, why not grab it. You’ll never know when it’s coming. But you’re surely lucky if it arrives on the right time, right situation and siding your needs.


Now here's a tip :
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“ DREAM + PLANS + ACTIONS = SUCCESS ” 

My headmistress told us this during an interview we had as introduction for the school magazine. Something to be practiced and apply in daily life. I’m practicing this though, theoretically, even before I got to know this equation from her. But she made it more easier in an equation form.

I missed her a lot. Hope she’s doing fine now. WIth her health conditions that might make her job more heavy than others. I just hope that her pain is lessen by god. It’s not easy for a cancer patient to stay so strong and determined yet being a full time dedicated teacher. Stay strong my dear headmistress. May god bless you.

I still wish that chances are high on my side. Let’s ignore about what’s going to happen on the 21st Decemeber 2012. I just know that I have to look forward in life. But, who know’s what’s happening tomorrow right?

“ … Life goes on! Look forward to better things! CHEERS… !! ” a part of my dad’s sms yesterday.

Somehow, I’ve prepared.
Prepared to move on in live.
But, I’m still waiting for that answer.

Payphone – Maroon 5 ft. Whiz Khalifa

My apology that I chose Jason Chen’s cover to be posted here. I’m a fan.

"Payphone"
(Maroon 5 feat. Wiz Khalifa)

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.
You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.
You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone
[Clean radio version verse:]
Yeah, Yeah, Now baby don't hang up,
So I can tell you what you need to know,
Baby I'm begging you just please don't go,
So I can tell you what you need to know
[Explicit version verse (Wiz Khalifa):]
Man, fuck that shit
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button
Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my shirt,
You can tell it I'm ballin.
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
That little piece of shit with you.
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?
If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...

Source
Lyrics : http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/maroon5/payphone.html
Video : youtube.com

1312 - absent minded

Wake up with a very calm mind as always. Nothing seems to change. But, being optimistic early in the morning is always the right choice.

Went out to Kepong again today, to finish up some investigations. Felt like a paparazi or private investigator today, snapping photos here and there. And had brunch today at Aman Puri.

Came home, did nothing but watched Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn Part II for the second time, this time online! My favourite vampire love story. All twilight fans would really hope they have Edward and Bella’s love story I guess. Let’s not get too into it, back to the reality world.

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A lucky shot after the movie captured on 23rd November 2012.

Just to occupy my time. I went on to the second movie. I know I’m outdated. But yes, I watched 17 Again just today. The story line was decent, about someone who get their second chance to turn ‘17 Again’. The reason I watched it is because of Zac Effron. I’m not a hug fan, but still a fan of him!

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And yes, high school life is sometime precious, that only happen once in your lifetime. I have to admit I have a great one, upon all the opportunity I get, the chances I grabbed. And through that, the people I met. Ranging from teenager to adults, and celebrities. It’s my own experience. My high school experience.

Being stucked infront of the computer for more than 3 hours, just for movies. Insane me. But, here’s one good news I have today. Someone does read my blog. =) Thank you so much, for reading, analysing and advicing me today. It’s such a pleasure to have the whole conversation and I felt way better now.

There’s only one hope here, hope you don’t mind reading these posts. Some will really waste your time as you know, I’m a teenager, a day dreamer! And besides than twitter, here is my other ‘litter bin’. Haha. I think you know what I mean. It might get too ‘crappy’ sometimes. So, just hope you don’t mind!

And I think you got my twitter account from here too didn’t you? Hehe.

Today, I didn’t do much actually, but I used up my time to finish up these little things for my besties. One I have given out, left three here. Two for the other two of them, and one for myself. Hope I can really finish these soon before we meet up in two weeks time. I just got to decrease the laziness in me.

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And another thing. I know I’m not fashionable. My fashion was once aunty-ish. I know. But, this month, I take a challenge to mix and match whatever I found in my closet to wear whenever I go out. Hope today’s mix and match set is acceptable. What do you think?

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I just love trying new things. With hopes that it turn out well. But, being absent minded for some moments today I left my phone in my mom’s car. How could I? Yes, being unmindful was the fact. So, I was separated from my phone for half a day today. ><    

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

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The last reoccurrence of day, month and year..

Well, many people hoping for some miracle to happen in them today, including me, I couldn’t deny. But, let’s not get our hopes too high and live in the reality. Things are just gonna be like everyday, because 121212 it’s just a day. Like others, nothing is special except for the number and order of it.

Well, yesterday I’ve met baby Jovynn Soh! My new born niece, my second cousin’s first child. So small in size, but I didn’t get to held her yesterday. How cute right? 

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My ‘real’ holiday starts today, and you know what? I think I have enough of it. I just cant bear the boredom anymore. No one to talk to, no sms. Just me and my time. And what else I can do other than being on the internet? Hmm.. I wonder too.

I’ve just started my mini workout routine on Monday. Suppose to have my second session today, but it rained in the evening. So I literally did nothing much today, other than day dreaming I suppose. Besides chores. I think I have nothing much to do.
 
Gotto go and do some listing now. I’ve left with a total of 2 weeks plus, haven’t minus out the holidays and stuffs. Without the holidays, I only have roughly a week left. I need to list down those incomplete task and homework or plans maybe. So that I’m ready to go by then!

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A picture of today, just to mark 12.12.12 =)

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The last reoccurrence of day, month and year..

Well, many people hoping for some miracle to happen in them today, including me, I couldn’t deny. But, let’s not get our hopes too high and live in the reality. Things are just gonna be like everyday, because 121212 it’s just a day. Like others, nothing is special except for the number and order of it.

I have to accept the fact that I may not (high probability) get a good respond from my friend as I have told him something last Friday night. Five days, I was left silent, how sad and heartbreaking, but it really happened. I didn’t do what I did on purpose. It’s not a ‘now or never’ thing too. It’s just that I can’t hide any further.

Do you remember when I said I always be there? Ever since we were ten? The lyrics do suit well to my situation though, year by year, we had been through a lot. Be there for each other.. And, the feelings we had? Just unpredictable. Blame it on me, that you didn’t respond to me this time, because I was the one who pulled out when we first confessed to each other in 2007.

I denied many times though.. But this time, I can’t deny any further. I’ve fell in love with my best friend. Everyone would say.. “ owh.. how perfect! you guys can be together..” . It’s not like how you guys think it is, that easy.  By confessing, I’ve ruin my friendship. Never expected, but it happened.

We both have gone in and out of relationships, support each others through those heart sickening days. Comforts after comforts each breakups. Problems and issues were solved one after another. The feel of being together is just so right. The fact that we know each other too much, we just easily know what is needed and what’s not.

I didn’t ask for more, just one question actually. Who am I to you? Well, I’ve even plan the next move if I’m nothing or just a friend. Why don’t you just tell me, maybe a yes or a no for an answer? I’ll be glad if you do so. Then I can pick up from there all over again. You know I can handle all these situation as I been through a lot. You know. 

But you’re not acting upon it. Why? Do you think that I’ll be fine if you kept quiet as if you answered my question (NO). I don’t think so. You’re just making me worrying more here as if everything is over. OVER. Why must you do this to me? And the real fact that you did this to your ex-girlfriend just to ignore her. You’re doing this now to me. How sad is this?

I’m not a girl that you know for a day or two, or maybe for weeks or months. We know each other for years! Maybe you think I’m being too realistic in this matter this time. But this had proven that you don’t even care about me. At all. Till that extend? You know what, your actions really do disappoint me this time. Just this act of yours.

Please, show that you care? Maybe just a normal friend? The hi-bye type also it’s fine with me. But, you don’t plan to talk to me don’t you? Not replying my sms, facebook inbox chat.
I really thought of spamming all the devices you know? Including whatsapp, twitter mention, twitter direct message. But, it seems that I’m too annoying already right?

All I want it’s just a yes or no.
Waiting.

Jason Chen – Best Friend (Chinese version)

Hái jìde wǒ shuōguò, wǒ yǒngyuǎn bù huì zǒu yuǎn
还记得我说过,我永远 不会走远
Jiù zài shísān nián qián, yītiān
就在十三年前,一天
Nà huǒhuā jiù zài wǒmen yǎnqián, què shì'érbùjiàn
那火花就在我们眼前,却 视而不见
Jiù chà nàme yīdiǎn
就差那么一点
Zhōngyú fāxiàn nǐ jiùshì wǒ zài mìng
终于发现你就是我在命
Duì nǐ de gǎnjué, cónglái dōu
对你的感觉,从来都
Bùcéng gǎibiàn, nà huǒhuā jīng mànyán
不曾改变,那火花经漫延
Nà qīng sè de gǎnjué
那青涩的感觉
Gǎntànzhe wǒ de tiān, duōme qímiào de gǎnjué
感叹着我的天,多么奇妙的感觉
Hǎo xiǎng wěnzhe nǐ de zhǐ jiān, zuǐ biān, jiù zài wǒ de mèng lǐmiàn
好想吻着你的指尖,嘴边,就在我的梦裡面
Xiàng shì xiāng xiè lǐ de huàmiàn
像是香榭裡的画面
Ér zhè zhǒng shīkòng de gǎnjué
而这种失控的感觉
Wǒ ài shàngle wǒ de best friend
我爱上了我的 best friend
Nǐ xiàozhe shuō it's alright, dàn lèishuǐ miǎnqiáng yǎngài
你笑著说 it's alright,但泪水勉强掩盖
Nǐ àiguò dì nàxiē nánhái
你爱過的那些男孩
Wǒ nǔlì bù ràng nǐ chájué
我努力不让你察觉
Wǒ duì nǐ de ài cause
我对你的爱 cause
Nǐ yǐ yǒu tā péibàn
你已有他陪伴
Zhōng yú fāxiàn nǐ jiùshì wǒ shēngmìng
终於发现你就是我生命
Wǒ wéi yī de ài, cónglái méi
我唯一的爱,从来没
Yǒu shuí néng tìdài, huǒhuā yǐ shāo chéng huǒhǎi
有谁能替代,火花已烧成火海
Chúle nǐ shuí dōu bù ài
除了你谁都不爱
Qídǎozhe hǎi yītiān, wǒ néng péi zài nǐ shēnbiān
祈祷着海一天,我能陪在你身边
Wēnróu wěnzhe nǐ de zuǐ biān, chún jiān, wǒ de mèng kuàiyào shíxiàn
温柔吻着你的嘴边,唇间,我的梦快要实现
Tiánmì jùqíng wǒ lái dǎoyǎn
甜蜜剧情我来导演
Nǐ zhēn de shì wǒ de yīqiè
你真的是我的一切
Wǒ ài shàngle wǒ de best friend
我爱上了我的best friend
Xīwàng nǐ néng jiēshòu, wǒ zuì ài de bǎobèi
希望你能接受,我最爱的宝贝
Quánbù de ài dū gěi nǐ
全部的爱都给你
Méiyǒu rén néng xiàng wǒ, wǒ bù yāoqiú shénme
没有人能像我,我不要求什么
Zhǐyào nǐ zài wǒ shēnbiān
只要你在我身边
Hǎo hàipà shīqù wǒmen, gòngtóng gǎnjué
好害怕失去我们,共同感觉
Nà pà háishì péngyǒu de jièxiàn
那怕还是朋友的界限
Wǒ wúshíwúkè de qídài
我无时无刻的期待
Pànwàng, mǒu tiān
盼望,某天
Nǐ ài shàng wǒ de zhège best friend
你爱上我的这个best friend
Gǎn jiānzhe wǒ de tiān, duōme qímiào de gǎnjué
感间著我的天, 多么奇妙的感觉
Hǎo xiǎng wěnzhe nǐ de zhǐ jiān, zuǐ biān, jiù zài wǒ de mèng lǐmiàn
好想吻著你的指尖,嘴边,就在我的梦裡面
Xiàng shì xiāng xiè lǐ de huàmiàn
像是香榭裡的画面
Ér zhè zhǒng shīkòng de gǎnjué
而这种失控的感觉
Wǒ ài shàngle wǒ de best friend
我爱上了我的 best friend
Qídǎozhe hǎi yītiān, wǒ néng péi zài nǐ shēnbiān
祈祷着海一天,我能陪在你身边
Wēnróu wěnzhe nǐ de zuǐ biān, chún jiān, wǒ de mèng kuàiyào shíxiàn
温柔吻着你的嘴边,唇间,我的梦快要实现
Tiánmì jùqíng wǒ lái dǎoyǎn
甜蜜剧情我来导演
Nǐ zhēn de shì wǒ de yīqiè
你真的是我的一切
Wǒ ài shàngle wǒ de best friend (2x)
我爱上了我的 best friend (2x)
Hái jìde wǒ shuōguò, wǒ yǒngyuǎn bù huì zǒu yuǎn
还记得我说过,我永远 不会走远
Jiù zài shísān nián qián, yītiān
就在十三年前,一天



soure
Lyrics : http://hapibaimao.blogspot.com/2011/12/jason-chen-best-friend-chinese.html
Video : youtube.com

For english version of it, click here!

Jason Chen – Best Friend

Do you remember when I said I'd always be there?
Ever since we were ten, baby.
When we were out on the playground playing pretend,
I didn't know it back then.

Now I realize you were the only one,
It's never too late to show it.
Grow old together,
Have feelings we had before,
Back when we were so innocent.

I pray for all your love,
Girl our love is so unreal,
I just wanna reach and touch you,
squeeze you, somebody pinch me.(I must be dreamin')
This is something like a movie,
And I don't know how it ends girl,
But I fell in love with my best friend,(I think I'm in love)
(I think I'm in love)(I think I'm in love)
(I think I'm in love)(I think I'm in love)
I fell in love with my best friend,(I think I'm in love)
(I think I'm in love)(I think I'm in love)
(I think I'm in love)(I think I'm in love)
I fell in love with my best friend.

Through all the dudes that came by,
And all the nights that you'd cry.
Girl, I was there right by your side.
How could I tell you I loved you,
When you were so happy
With some other guy?

Now I realize you were the only one,
It's never too late to show it.
Grow old together,
Have feelings we had before
When we were so innocent.

I pray for all your love,
Girl our love is so unreal,
I just wanna reach and touch you,
squeeze you, somebody pinch me.(I must be dreamin')
This is something like a movie,
And I don't know how it ends girl,
but I fell in love with my best friend.

I know it sounds crazy,
That you'd be my baby.
Girl you mean that much to me.
And nothing compares when,
We're lighter than air and
We don't wanna come back down.

And I don't wanna ruin what we have
Love is so unpredictable.
But it's the risk that I'm taking,
Hoping, praying,
You'd fall in love with your best friend.

I pray for all your love,
Girl our love is so unreal,
I just wanna reach and touch you,
squeeze you, somebody pinch me.(I must be dreamin')
This is something like a movie,
And I don't know how it ends girl,
but I fell in love with my best friend.

I pray for all your love,
Girl our love is so unreal,
I just wanna reach and touch you,
squeeze you, somebody pinch me.(I must be dreamin')
This is something like a movie,
And I don't know how it ends girl,
but I fell in love with my best friend.

I fell in love with my best friend,
I remember when I said I'd always be there,
Ever since we were ten, baby.

source ->
Lyrics : http://www.metrolyrics.com/best-friend-lyrics-jason-chen.html
Video : youtube.com

Click here for the chinese version =)

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Monday, December 10, 2012

我想你

看着面子书的chatlist的你一直online和offline, 三天三夜都没有更我说话了。 心理总是感的不安。这些日子也不太好过, 很难受哦。

这一次,更其他的哪来比都没有这次那么伤。以前的那位也是这样的不管我。 但是,我还是没收到那么大的伤害。难道这一次我真的错了吗?

如果能后退, 我真的不会更你说那些话。我其实真的很后悔。可以说, 每天都在想要怎样恢复我们好好,快快乐乐的日子。 但是, 你到底还需要多少时间,用来做个决定呢?

我要求不多。 真的很希望能拥有你一直在我身边。 我真的满足了。

这也是我最后一次提出这样的东西。我不是想要把事情弄到乱七八糟。 但是, 其实我却等了太旧而不是赶时,我真的怕失去你。

失去你的我, 真的真的很害怕,又失去你多一次。请你, 快快想清楚, 为了我们八年的朋友关系想一想, 好吗?
我可以保证, 我已经很用心去把我们之间的关系弄好。也答应你, 不会再次让你失望了。

我想你

看着面子书的chatlist的你一直online和offline, 三天三夜都没有更我说话了。 心理总是感的不安。这些日子也不太好过, 很难受哦。

这一次,更其他的哪来比都没有这次那么伤。以前的那位也是这样的不管我。 但是,我还是没收到那么大的伤害。难道这一次我真的错了吗?

如果能后退, 我真的不会更你说那些话。我其实真的很后悔。可以说, 每天都在想要怎样恢复我们好好,快快乐乐的日子。 但是, 你到底还需要多少时间,用来做个决定呢?

我要求不多。 真的很希望能拥有你一直在我身边。 我真的满足了。

这也是我最后一次提出这样的东西。我不是想要把事情弄到乱七八糟。 但是, 其实我却等了太旧而不是赶时,我真的怕失去你。

失去你的我, 真的真的很害怕,又失去你多一次。请你, 快快想清楚, 为了我们八年的朋友关系想一想, 好吗?

我可以保证, 我已经很用心去把我们之间的关系弄好。也答应你, 不会再次让你失望了。