五月。再见

今天， 5月31日2011年
五月的最后一天
让我感觉到我真的不自私了
我在这一个月里
一直为别人思想
而，少关自拥有的事

或许， 我真的觉得是应该的
让人多开心一下是好的事
多受了一点， 也不会是问题
只要让身边的人欢乐， 那就是完美的任务

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感情不可勉强
你最好别继续等
我的心被人带走了
放弃吧！ 对不起
请你放手，忘了所有事情
我们是不会有结果的
我爱他！

Knock-out! Officially anesthetized!

SURGERY?! Hell YA!!!
Yes.. DOne.. The first time I was set to the operation hall, slept on the operation table.. and being anesthetized..
woke up bout 5.10.. Rolled around.. and alarmed by 5.30.. Then took my bath.. Took picture..

 

And off to school.. Sent my bro to school and he’s going for the camp.. so home alone? Nah… mom’s at home.. Then, off to Universiti Hospital..
Reached at 7.30 AM.. Registered, and called for last detail confirmation by Nurse Latifah at 8.00 AM.. Changed to provided clothes at 8.10..

* Motives form the SARONG I wore.. XDD *

and met Dr. Cindy, my Anesthetist at 8.20! =P She’s so friendly and I love her.. And she did replied my love too.. It is for the drippings to be inserted to me, water + Anesthetic..

* hurt? not really.. but quite irritated with the thing on my hand.. Can move much..*

Then continue waiting.. until bout 9.50 AM.. I meet my surgeon.. Dr. Elina.. She’s nice too.. Infact everyone is nice there! Although they are warming.. The air- cond is still too cold.. >.< She made some check-ups.. and YES.. waited again…

* my mom teman me sot.. she took me this picture! ♥ ya MOM! *

Bout 10.30 AM.. say bye bye to Mommy.. And Operation Hall.. here.I.come.. =DD *excited..XD but abit scared..=.=’’ * LOL rite?! hehe.. Yea.. On my way in.. I ask D. Cindy on voluntary action and involuntary action.. I asked her..

Heart beat is involuntary action.. If a person is anesthetized.. The heart will still continue to beat.. BUT what about sneezing and coughing.. Will the anesthetized patient sneeze and cough? The answer is NO! No such case before.. =D I very free.. haha.. What also wanna ask..

Yup.. On the Operation table.. ECG Machine.. Wires are fixed.. * felt like a ROBOT at the moment!* Drippers.. And the oxygen supply.. Dr. Cindy say.. ‘Let’s start.. ‘ I gave a smile.. and okay! They even pasted terminals on me too!

.. On the blinks..  Knock-out! Officially anesthetized!

When I was awake.. bout 11.45.. I’m already at the care ward.. Can’t open my eyes.. the Anesthetic works well on me.. So I took a lil breathe.. tested on the ECG Machine.. Haha.. And the nurse noticed me.. *haix* can’t play d.. so she woke me up.. XDD!

A cup of water, and Milo is then served.. with two pieces of biscuits.. WALaO..!~ Damn hungry.. No eating after 9 the day before.. and No water by 11PM until 12.30.. * HUNGRY DAO*..

then the nurse remove the connector from my hands and.. OFF I go.. Let the hospital bout 1.30 PM..

Fine all the while.. just some numbs on my left arm as it was the anesthetic’s starting point... ANd Taste BUD prob! …

GREAT EXPERIECE!

2605

yes.. countdown is on.. less than 10 hours..

*scared, nervous and yet excited* swts rite? =.='' That's me.. XD.. crazy rite? This is what happen when I’m 70% out!

Keep sighing, keep taking BIG breathes… Just hope everything will be fine.. And will B-I-O tmr if I’m still not anesthetized.. FIRST TIMES? ON!

Today.. busy day.. if i were 2 continue having today's routine.. I'll be shaped in 2 weeks time, and suffer on the 3rd week.. >.< ALL OUT! *dried*

BUt today.. my bro said sth that I would expect! hearing from my bro just now, can i assume that i'm qualified? X) haha.. he ask me why I didn’t join the singing competition oh.. Haha.. happy dao! =D Love ya Brian!

Today last day of exam… DONE! What ever the result is.. Brush it up!

Need to prepare before fasting! No food consuming after 12.. Not even water..!    * Wish me luck* !

Happy belated B’day Manda! Love ya lots! Muakszzxx.

Nites, Myzz Jacquelyne aka J-anne .

Love tots 1 #

Will my plans work? It worked well and smooth so far.. Chasing the reality? It needs time and cooperation of both parties.. Love is a trust game.. It’s not who likes or loves who more.. Who misses the other more.. Or who plays more role in the relationship.. It is what you want it to be and work it out together no matter how hard it is to achieve.. Give and take is utmost important in a relationship.. Do not hope for a perfect one as there is always room for improvement..  Hope everything is fine and fall in places as planned..

Happy B’day Vince! 2305..

Today is the 23rd of May 2011.. Vince Foong.. My buddy is finally 17 years old.. He kept me happy all the while and I just can’t afford stop smiling each time I meet him.. Thanks alot Vince.. Without you, life of mine must be dull! Seriously, Thank you! I’m blessed to have a friend like you.. So Need, So Deserved.. Vince Foong..

HAPPY B’DAY VINCE!

2205

520 ♥

* Happy 520 ♥*

I miss you so much! And the worst thing is.. I can’t do anything..
The ideology is.. You owned me, I think I own you.. But I don’t! It’s like you’re my property, but I’m not your property.. In a way…
So, how can I own you? Tell me a way, and I will try to get you copyrighted and mark you as J-anne’s Property.. ♥

只有我了解这幸福感觉, 美得值得去付出一切 ♥ 520

…会继续等待 ♥

Myzz Jacquelyne aka J-anne

那天之后

我在大白天昨日梦
你的短信飘过梦中
你说你真的很爱我
心跳突然便不对了
我在想这是现实吗
你的眼神那么承诺
我的期待终于到了
感觉幸福，好完美
那天之后
我一直在想着你
一直听到你的声音
在我耳边不停颤动
那天之后
我想了很多遍了
这是不是一场噩梦
还是一场伤感游戏
在爱或不爱那一刻
真相慢慢的自呈现
没有勇气去信一切
心脆心弱， 流眼泪
那天之后
我一直在想着你
一直听到你的声音
在我耳边不停颤动
那天之后
我想了很多遍了
这是不是一场噩梦
还是一场伤感游戏
还可以在否认
还可以继续藏
紧紧的抱着我
亲嘴我赖着我
我相信你不会
而我去离开她
请你告诉我
你根本爱过我吗？
那天之后
我一直在想着你
一直听到你的声音
在我耳边不停颤动
那天之后
我想了很多遍了
这是不是一场噩梦
还是一场伤感游戏
可是我真的明白了
你却没爱过我
作词 :  J-anne
( 15.02.2011 )

Just a piece composed with easy keys and with ♥.. * during the post breakup period * 

Express 到!

你没看错啊！ 是我装车 而不是车装我啦！ 都不知道那时在想什么… =.= That was before OH!

~ COME SEE! 0.0 ~

* spot the difference! XD Not angle, and Ignore the pimples yea! *

Today.. I make big round turnings again and again only get to convince my mom to bring me to the optician! Wrote at my last post that my eye blur blur jor geh…

OMG!~ Not one side oh.. Both also increase! =.= … In 7 months, Left side increased 0.75, Right side.. 0.50! OH my! How lerh… haiz..

And yup…

* My new pair of glasses! *

Express hor?! 1/2 hour only lerh! Thank you Uncle Chong! =) Now for sure I won’t get a chance to MCC and 装车 anymore nar!~ haha!

But, it’s quite worrying.. The power increase by bout 0.5 – 0.75 each time I check…

*Now got 2 spare… each one with difference of ( 0.5 –0.75 )! Oh my god!~ *

Tomorrow, Chemistry Paper 1 and 2! Erm.. >. < I have not finish my revision yet oh! Got to work hard! See ya! ♥

Myzz, Jacquelyne aka J-anne

- Ho leon said “ 不要相信缘份给幸福，要自己去选择幸福' ” -

- I say …

- 虽然, 幸福在你左右.. 但是，必须勇敢去追求幸福啊! 不要等待幸福哦!! -

… ♥ ♥ ♥ -

Me me again! =D

I like to pen my signatures down with your name under it! XD Craze for you? Maybe.. BUT, I know where I stand! And I’ll be here! =P

My eye power increasing jor.. Can feel it, very uncomfortable ar.. Haiz.. the worst is increase only one side oh! Very imbalance jor de lar.. now lagi imbalance! I think I should close my left eye and walk.. I can see better! Much better!

today, exam time.. fell asleep twice oh! Moral lerh.. 2hours and 30 mins.. but still.. So, sleepy, haiz… my eye d blur blur lar.. now sleep some more oh.. the equation goes like this… MCC (eye) + MCC (sleepy) = 2 MCC (zzzz) !

* cute mou? It’s form Brandon, I think it’s my ‘08 B’day Present  = ) *

** [ flower excluded yea! =P ] ** 

Now also.. WTH! nvm lar.. nth to wirte d also.. hahax! Happy teacher’s day and Nites!

LOST

Can't take it anymore! Do you know how I feel? I don't make plans for nothing and I know how my plans work! I decide because it's my life! I can't stand hearing it anymore, and I know where I stand!

Why  would I keep mentioning the same thing day by day? It is because I’m determined and I know what I’m doing.. I’ve surveyed and of course if the course and the institute itself is not qualified and certified.. I wouldn’t be interested too!

Yes, a capable person is accepted everywhere, doesn’t matter whether he/she is qualified.. It all depends on his/her will to do the job! I agree on this matter.. But, through comments that I’m receiving form you, it’s heartbreaking and I just don’t get it! The listing I’m giving you are all certified by BEM and IEM!

Going for Foundations, nowadays doesn’t mean that the candidate have to go overseas and study! I know the situation going on.. And the way you react somehow pulled my interest in talking bout this anymore.. I felt the bit very much, until there is this though of mine, of not continuing my studies!

Tears dropping one by one.. I just don’t get it! If you don’t want me to go for it! Just tell me.. Then I will just forget my plans and sit for STPM! I have no problems, because I know I can do it! And regarding the gift, I will get my notebook at the correct time and situation.. Not now! So, don’t even mention of getting it now!

I know, I rely on you and you support the whole family.. Don’t mention bout my father because he can’t do a thing and his not with us anymore! There’s no use to talk bout him.. It’s not that I don’t like it, just that it’s reflecting to the point that I’m doing wrong? I don’t think so! So please..

 

I wasn’t LOST at first.. I found my way back to the track and NOW you’re telling me I’m on the wrong track?! * TOTALLY DOWN *

~ Exam Month

Every exam month/period.. I will face a disease, which I call it as the ‘Exam Disease’..

Symptoms are as follows..

• can’t sit / stand still
• hands shaking and shivered
• mind is disturbed
• always HUNGRY!

Effects of this ‘disease’ are

• Gain of weight
• Shortage of time
• Low rate of memory absorption
• High rate of day dreaming ( than usual )

 

YUP! That’s my ‘ Exam Disease ‘

And I can’t stop eating! I don’t want to get fat weih.. =.=

EXAM PROGRESS : 8 out of 21…. , Means there are 13 more papers to go! And this coming week, I’m going to sit for Sivik, Moral, Chemistry, Additional Mathematics and Physics!

Today, I’ve done Add Maths.. But not that promising yet.. Tomorrow I plan to study Physics.. But I think I have to hold it back and split my day into 3.. From 7.00 – 12.00 wil be Add Maths, then 1.00 – 7.00 Physics and 9.00-10.30 Moral..

I received calls from my beloved uncle since yesterday… I found it weird but It’s better not for me to continue thinking bout it! And I hope it’s just me.. and my over thoughts.. AND.. I’m blessed to have such a person like him! I love you dearly! Thanks for the early gift! =D

* TAKE 1 * TAKE 2 * TAKE 3 *

It was boring after Piano Lessons and that’s what I can afford to do mean while waiting for the car to be wiped dry after Cyclone Cleaning! XP..

 

That’s all for today! Will be back on Friday.. It’s exam month, and I really hope I can cut down on FB.. But, that’s the only bridge that I can use to cross the obstacles appeared, to get his updates! Oh well, not till Friday then!

I just hope that my ‘Exam Disease’ wouldn’t  worsen! I want to keep shaped! I have to build up my stamina for sports event soon.. Then I have to work super hard to it back! *control pls*

Last but not least! Happy b’day Donny! I think you should take a rest but, I don’t think that will happen.. Neways.. All the best in life! =D

Nites! Myzz Jacquelyne, aka J-anne

SPM Timetable - 2011

Day & Date	Subject	Time	Duration
Monday 14 November 2011	Bahasa Malaysia 1 Bahasa Malayisa 2	8.00 – 10.15 2.00 – 4.30	2 hours 15 mins 2 hours 30 mins
Tuesday 15 November 2011	English 1 English 2	8.00 – 9.45 2.00 – 3.15	1 hour 45 mins 1 hours 15 mins
Wednesday 16 November 2011	Sejarah 1 Sejarah 2	8.00 – 9.00 10.00 – 12.30	1 hour 2 hours 30 mins
Thursday 17 November 2011	Mathematics 1 Mathematics 2	8.00 – 9.00 10.00 – 12.30	1 hour 15 mins 2 hours 30 mins
Monday 21 November 2011	Pendidikan Moral	8.00 – 10.30	2 hours 30 mins
Wednesday 23 November 2011	Additional Mathematics 1 Additional Mathematics 2	8.00 – 10.00 2.00 – 4.30	2 hours 2hours 30 mins
Thursday 24 November 2011	Physics 1 Physics 2 Physics 3	8.00 – 9.15 10.00 – 12.30 2.00 – 3.30	1 hour 15 mins 2 hours 30 mins 1 hour 30 mins
Tuesday 29 November 2011	Chemistry 1 Chemistry 2 Chemistry 3	8.00 – 9.15 10.00 – 12.30 2.00 – 3.30	1 hour 15 mins 2 hours 30 mins 1 hour 30 mins
Wednesday 30 November 2011	Biology 1 Biology 2 Biology 3	8.00 – 9.15 10.00 – 12.30 2.00 – 3.30	1 hour 15 mins 2 hours 30 mins 1 hour 30 mins

*FULL JADUAL CLICK HERE *

☛长短？ XD

今天， 我们考试了…
从早上, 7.45 到 10.00 就考 BM Paper 1
过后, 11.15 到 1.45 考了 BM Paper 2

在那两个小时中…
我们一个两个的手写作文， 写到手痛啊 ! 先写两个作文， 加起来总控有 700-1000 个字!
后来，写了一个 120 个字的作文…
而且， 还回答了一点点的文学问题!

考试啊， 考试！ 其实我蛮喜欢的。
因为在考试时， 朋友蛮爱讲笑话的 ！
虽然， 我根本每一天配不和他们…
可是在考试时候， 我能跟他们坐在一起聊天哦 !

也许， 是我的错吧！
可是， 我并不知道我错在哪里
在他们当中， 有一位却不喜欢我啦
而其他的， 为了让她开心也不要跟我和好！
我真的不明白， 为设么事情便成这样..?

可是， 这方面只在她面前变冷啊～
在她背后， 他们和我的关系非常的好！

不要再让这一个题目让我伤心了！
我还有一组半不正常 （也不能将说）的朋友啊！ x)
你们一定直到自己是谁啊！
也不用说的啦！
我爱你们！谢谢，因为让我的每一秒那么珍贵！
我真的却不能失去你们啊！

长而短？ 今天的题目啊！
顺溢，把 Connie姐 的尺变成两端了
她 20cm 的长尺，便了一个 7.1 cm 和 12.9cm 的短尺啊！
我们就说， 不管 ‘ 他的有只长 ’ 也不能代替那一把尺！
在那二十分钟里， 我们笑道不能呼吸啊
很久没有这样了！

好的啦， 要继续读书哦！
多谢你复去的时间！♥

愛的就是妳 - 王力宏

在愛的幸福國度 妳就是我唯一
我唯一愛的就是妳 我真的愛的就是妳
失去才會懂得珍惜 但我珍惜妳
傷越痛就是愛越深 我不相信
妳和我同時停止呼吸 每一次我們靠近
妳讓我忘了困惑 忘了所有煩心
我把妳緊緊擁入懷裡 捧妳在我手心
誰叫我真的愛的就是妳
在愛的純淨世界 妳就是我唯一
永遠永遠不要懷疑
我把妳當作我的空氣 如此形影不離
我大聲說我愛的就是妳
在愛的幸福國度 妳就是我唯一
我唯一愛的就是妳 我真的愛的就是妳
失去才會懂得珍惜 但我珍惜妳
傷越痛就是愛越深 我不相信
妳和我同時停止呼吸 每一次我們靠近
妳讓我忘了困惑 忘了所有煩心
我把妳緊緊擁進懷裡 捧妳在我手心
誰叫我真的愛的就是妳
在愛的純淨世界 妳就是我唯一
永遠永遠不要懷疑
我把妳當作我的空氣 如此形影不離
我大聲說我愛的就是妳
在愛的幸福國度 妳就是我唯一
我唯一愛的就是妳 我真的愛的就是妳
就是妳 就是妳
就是妳 唯一愛的就是妳
我把妳緊緊擁進懷裡 捧妳在我手心
誰叫我真的愛的就是妳
在愛的純淨世界 妳就是我唯一
永遠永遠不要懷疑
我把妳當作我的空氣 如此形影不離
我大聲我愛的就是妳
在愛的幸福國度 妳就是我唯一
我唯一愛的就是妳 我真的愛的就是妳
我唯一愛的就是妳 我真的愛的就是妳
愛的就是妳

 

Zai ai de xing fu guo du
Ni jiu shi wo wei yi
Wo wei yi ai de jiu shi ni
Wo zhen de ai de jiu shi ni
Shi qu cai hui dong de zhen xi
Dan wo zhen xi ni
Shang yue tong jiu shi ai yue shen
Ooh Wo bu xiang xin
Ni he wo tong shi ting zhi hu xi
Mei yi ci wo men kao jin
Ni rang wo wang le kun huo
Wang le suo you fan xin
Wo ba ni jin jin yong ru huai li
Peng ni zai wo shou xin
Shei jiao wo zhen de ai de jiu shi ni
Zai ai de chun jin shi jie
Ni jiu shi wo wei yi
Yong yuan yong yuan bu yao huai yi
Wo ba ni dang zuo wo de kong qi
Ru ci xing ying bu li
Wo da sheng shuo wo ai de jiu shi ni
Zai ai de xing fu guo du
Ni jiu shi wo wei yi
Wo wei yi ai de jiu shi ni
Wo zhen de ai de jiu shi ni
Jiu shi ni Jiu shi ni Jiu shi ni
Wo wei yi ai de jiu shi ni
Wo wei yi ai de jiu shi ni
Zhen de ai de jiu shi ni
Ai de jiu shi ni

⚝ 0507 - 2011

Slept at 12.30 yesterday night and woke up at 9.15 AM! =P

Today went out with mom to Aunt Jenny’s place and then ‘ stuck ‘ at Atria Damansara again! She go shopping, I waited and in hunger.. =.= I could have used the time to study! And I’m there… Waiting, doing nothing.. Not exactly nothing.. Answered a few questions like.. ‘ what size whould I take? ‘  OR MAYBE ‘ what colour? ‘.. Haiz…

Then, bout 3.15 PM reached home! *finally*.. I took a nap up to 3.55 PM, jumped up for piano lesson.. Feeling new with the surroundings as I meet my new teacher today! And it’s a lil scary to me! Her name is Elizabeth and I like her! She sort of understand why and what am I looking for in the room!

Feling happy because I finally found a teacher that understands me and she knew it by just asking (2) questions oh!

1 # Are you taking Theory Exam?

2 # Have you sit for any exam before?

* most probably I answered the 1 # question with ‘ not so soon ‘ , and the 2 # with  ‘ no ‘.. =D 

She taught me with her opinions and literally told me what and where I should improve.. My former teacher only tells me what based on the book!

And I change book already! So fast? And I never expect it too! 

* cursive handwriting is my type of writing! *

* beginner here, =P *

Ant the most important thing is.. She knows that I’m learning it not to pursue my examination and get a cert in Piano! It’s learning how to play and enjoy playing the Piano! So, I’m glad that she recommended me to start practicing Chords in a correct way.. So starting from today! I’m practicing the so call ‘ 4 Chords Progressions ‘ consisting C, Am, F and G Major Chords! =P

Got to study! -  Need to change mode! Give me an hour or two then I'll activate my study mode..!~ Day dreaming mode pause in 2 hours from now! >.< … – Yeap, after this blog post.. Got to study! Time is running out! Mid term must score, trying hard to achieve staight A this time.. ( A, A-, A+)

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I can do a million of things that you think I can't be able to do so... Just wait, see and experience it by yourself when time comes...

Trust me! I can give and fill up the emptiness in you and I’m ready to take the consequences! I don’t care whether it’s time consuming or not! I’m willing to give my everything to you!  You’re not alone!

我愿意给你我所有和需要的一切!

* Accomplished dreams?

Photography day two- done! =D Finish jor.. Life can switch back to the not so busy mode d.. Waited for this so looooong and it’s finally here! x)

* netball club *

Study - Understanding each and every content of a subject, knowing the applications, how to apply and the usage in daily life.. It’s not just taking out the book, read and JUST read? It’s a waste of time! Study = another form of understanding!

 

Music? – It’s a way of self expression for most of us! No music.. No Life! Do you agree? But, do you know music involve understandings? A piece of nice music is completed with various aspects and elements and each and every of it does matter! So, appreciate music!

I was tuning on Ntv 7 and I saw Alvin Wong on TIME FM.. Then,  Alvin Wong said… ON FACEBOOK ( Alvin Wong )‎...Well, Hell Fire Save Matches, Fuck A Duck And See What Hatches... and I hit the LIKE button! and guess what… he pop-up and said…

 

( ALVIN ) aren't you a bit underaged to like my statement?...

heheheh...

 

( ME )haha.. well, teenagers nowadays are quite hard to distinguish!

well as you said.. abit only!

 

( ALVIN )hahahah...

cool statement huh?...

 

( ME )yea... you created it?

 

( ALVIN )I WISH...

 

( ME )haha.. y not?

( ALVIN )switch to NTV7 now...

 

( ME )oh... haha... yea.. watching but dodnt realy catch the words right!

hehe

 

( ALVIN )subtitle mah...

( ME )yea.. nice one!

LOL to JAne and the envelop! XDD

 

( ALVIN )really?...

you liked the envelope part?....

 

( ME )yea...

( ALVIN )hahahah...

yahooo!!!

dat was my idea...

it wasn't in da script...

 

( ME )gratz! I like it!

 

( ALVIN )you've made my day...

very happy now...

hahahah...

 

( ME )you've made my day too! entertained! thanks alvin!

( ALVIN )thank YOU...

hahahah...

OMG!! I just got my self chatting with my favourite comedian! *gasp*

More About TIME FM.. click here..

It didn’t STOP there…

( ALVIN )damn short right?...

( ME )yea.. how many ep?

( ALVIN )

13...

( ME )

oh.. LOL.. the boxes? XDD

( ALVIN )boxers you mean?...

( ME )yea...

( ALVIN )hahahah...

cute eh?...

( ME )yea.. it's pink!

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OMG!!! I still can’t believe what happened! @.@ But, that’s what happen!

♥♥♥ 0504 - 2011

♥            School Photography session day 1.. Quite messy but the day did ran smoothly.. =D

♥♥            I want to apologize to all whom I had raised my voice to today! I don’t mean it.. It’s just an expression that can’t be hidden and sorry, exploded but in a minimun rate! =P Sorry yea..

♥♥♥          Yup, like years before.. Voice gone! It had been 4 years straight I’m in charged for the Photography Session and this is the final year.. Tomorrow hope it doesn’t rain and everything will be fine!

♥♥♥♥        Today, I volunteered to drink a bottle of Chicken Essence! Something that I wounldn’t do and I did it! It taste like Marmite soup! =D No probem, just two gulps and the bottle is empty! And of course, Cadbury Dark Chocolate from Austrailia by my Boss..

 

* yummy *

 

♥♥♥♥♥        Studied and revised Chemistry Form 4! Gosh,.. I still have many more to go and the exam is next week! *rush-rush-rush *

    

* revision checklist *

 

♥♥♥♥♥♥     From the beginning I found out that what you need is actually what I need.. I’m willing to give as much as possible, and I do care! I want to surrender my feelings! I’m willing to give everything you want! I mean it.. No matter how obvious it is.. As I said, you won’t know what I’ve done and you won’t notice it too! Let it be a simple secret that I cherish and enjoy sacrificing to share my time with you!

 

♥♥♥  只有我了解这幸福感觉, 美得值得去付出一切!    ♥♥♥

Nites! =D

《续 缘梦》

I have too many to say and I hope my feedback is not the most crowded and pack one! =D I submitted the form with writings of smaller fonts and it’s full page back and front! When I gave it to Kopi.. @.@ haha.. Just some comments based on own observation, opinion and experiences to improve the next or up coming event!

* This is a formal version of the full AJK photo *

Yup, 30th April 2011.. I took the advantage of joining this camp besides than enjoying my self is to complete my To-Do List before Form 5 ends.. And.. I did it!

1 # Use only mandarin in speaking for the whole event,

2 # Join a Chinese Society Camp;

3 # Make a speech or a talk or even being the MC in Mandarin Language!

Throughout this camp, I found that I’m able to work with others from a different circle of people too, as people work for me most of the time in Prefect’s Board and I do work well with classmates in class managements! Being in this totally new and different group of people had let me a chance to learn more about people’s habit, attitude, and their limitations. I also discovered more about my self and shown my own creativity in a way that I didn’t expect it to be too!

The camp to me is a success! Every event takes place must have their very bit of rights and wrongs, and it applies everywhere. So, dear AJKs! Please do not feel down! Get back the spirit, and ready to move, to self activate and motivate each other to improve and create greater success! We do learn form mistakes and MISTAKES are important! Good job guys!

I really want to thank everyone for this chance given to me for working with you guys! I have learnt much and appreciate each second of it too! Thanks to all for making me feel so good, gain back my self confidence and self-esteem!

Kopi, Mike, Yen Wei, Shoon Yik, Douglas, Jun Han, Shi Wei, Connie, Crystal, Yee Kie, Ho Leon, Joshua, Candice, Sok May, Jia Tai, CcYip, Wing TIen, Wei Hrn, Chun Hong, Han Juan,  Choe Yeing, Poi Sam, Shu Xuan, Kah Meng,  Hooi Min, Eugene, Chi Ling, YIng SI, Ke Yee, Joon Hou, Xi Chen, Che Ting, Shoon Kit, Li Xian, Vincent, Jacky, and the list goes on!  ♥ you all and Thank you! ( I feel like if I were to say a million of thanks also I would’nt mind! )

* responsibilities first! =P *

 

   

* self imaging comes 2nd! XD *

 

* I love this door… I always think and imagine the world behind of it! dreams *

 

* Station game finale *

 

* I ♥ the Shirt! *

 

and last but not least.. sincerely…

I Love You All! A million Thanks! ♥

爱上你 – S.H.E

Ai Shang Ni
爱上你
Loving You
[Rap 1]
ru guo shuo zhe shi jie bu gou wan mei bu gou hao
如果说这世界 不够完美不够好
If this world seemingly is not perfect, not good enough
yi ding shi zai deng wo men qin shou gei ta bian de mei hao
一定是在等我们 亲手给它变得美好
It must be waiting for us to make it better ourselves
jiu xiang ai kan qi lai hui na me shao yi ding shi
就像爱 看起来 会那么少 一定是
Just like love, seemingly so scarce; it must be
zai deng wo men yi qi yong gan xun zhao yi qi zhao dao
在等我们一起勇敢寻找一起找到
Waiting for us to bravely seek it and find it together
[Verse]
yi pian pian luo ye wei kai chu ge hua yuan
一片片落叶 为开出个花园
Every falling leaf, in order to blossom into a garden
shou qian shou ai guo zheng ge dong tian
手牵手捱过整个冬天
Endure the whole winter hand in hand
mei zhi hu die wei le fei wei le pian pian qi wu
每只蝴蝶 为了飞 为了翩翩起舞
Every butterfly, in order to fly, in order to flit and dance
xian zuo yi ge jian
先做一个茧
Will first make a cocoon
zui mei hai an xian zong shi yao hen wan yan
最美海岸线 总是要很蜿蜒
The most beautiful coastlines are always those that are meandering
cai zu gou rang ren wang fan liu lian
才足够让人忘返流连
Only that would be able to make one linger
ni de shen bian yao bu shi bi tian bian hai yao yuan
你的身边 要不是 比天边还遥远
If the place by your side was not further than reaching for the sky
yong qi zen me chu xian
勇气怎么出现
How would my courage ever appear
dang wo zhong yu zhu jin ni de xin li fen xiang tong yi ge shi jie
当我终于住进你的心里 分享同一个世界
When I finally enter and stay in your heart, enjoying one world with you
shen hou cuo guo tong guo man zhang qing jie dou bian tian mei
身后错过痛过漫长情节 都变甜美
Then all the missing, pain and longing behind me turns into sweetness
[Chorus]
zhi you wo le jie zhe xing fu gan jue
只有我了解这幸福感觉
Only I understand this blissful feeling
mei de zhi de qu fu chu yi qie
美得值得去付出一切
Beautiful enough for me to pour out my all
neng gou yu jian ni ren shi ni xi huan ni ai shang ni
能够遇见你 认识你 喜欢你 爱上你
To be able to meet you, know you, like you, love you
gan xie wo mei di yan lei
感谢我每滴眼泪
I'm thankful for every tear I shed
zhi you ni ming bai wo you duo zhen gui
只有你明白我有多珍贵
Only you understand how precious I am
hao de zhi de ni wei wo gai bian
好得值得你为我改变
That you would change for me
qing ni ji xu wen rou jiao huan wo can lan xiao rong yi tian yi tian
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容 一天一天
Please continue exchanging my bright smiles with tenderness, day by day
dao yong yuan na yi tian
到永远那一天
Till that day in eternity
[Rap 2]
Yeh ai shang ni you duo xing yun xiang shi tian shi de li wu
Yeh 爱上你有多幸运 像是天使的礼物
Yeah Loving you is so fortunate, like a present from an angel
wo men bu yao gu fu zhe xing fu yi ding yao geng jia xing fu
我们不要辜负这幸福 一定要更加幸福
Let us not let down this blissfulness, and be even more blissful
ru guo ai zhen de shi na me de shao wo men jiu
如果爱 真的是 那么的少 我们就
If love is really that scarce, then let us
yi qi shou hu wo men de lai bu yi de ai bu bei da rao
一起守护 我们得来不易的爱 不被打扰
Watch over together, the love that did not come easy to us, and not be distracted
[Repeat Verse]

dang ni zhong yu zou dao wo de mian qian
当你终于走到我的面前
When you come up in front of me
wan cheng suo you de hua mian
完成所有的画面
Completing the whole image
jiu suan ku la suan tian chang guo yi bian
就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍
Even if I once tasted bitterness, sourness or sweetness
zhi sheng xi yue
只剩喜悦
Only happiness will remain
[Repeat Chorus]

xiang shi da yu guo hou qing lang de tian kuan kuo er yao yan
像是大雨过后晴朗的天 宽阔而耀眼
Just like the clear sky after a storm, wide and striking
mei ge li ming dou xu yao you ye cheng quan
每个黎明都 需要有夜成全
Every dawn needs the fulfillment of the night
wang hui kan mei dou yi ge quan
往回看每兜一个圈
Looking back at every corner
mei yi tiao yu hui de qu xian
每一条迂回的曲线
Every winding curve
dou shi wei ai shang ni bi xu liu de fu xian
都是为爱上你 必须留的伏线
Was a foreshadow for me to fall in love with you
zhi you wo le jie zhe xing fu gan jue
只有我了解这幸福感觉
Only I understand this blissful feeling
mei de zhi de qu fu chu yi qie
美得值得去付出一切
Beautiful enough for me to pour out my all
neng gou yu jian ni ren shi ni xi huan ni ai shang ni
能够遇见你 认识 喜欢你 爱上你
To be able to meet you, know, like you, love you
gan xie wo mei di yan lei
感谢我每滴眼泪
I'm thankful for every tear I shed
zhi you ni ming bai wo you duo zhen gui
只有你明白我有多珍贵
Only you understand how precious I am
hao de zhi de ni wei wo gai bian
好得值得你为我改变
That you would change for me
qing ni ji xu wen rou jiao huan wo can lan xiao rong yi tian yi tian
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容 一天一天
Please continue exchanging my bright smiles with tenderness, day by day
dao yong yuan na yi tian
到永远那一天
Till that day in eternity
[Repeat Rap 1]

New way of expressions..

Looking for parking before breakfast at Bandar Puteri.. 9.30AM

sienz!~ still seeking for a car park!

Worked on Labour’s Day? Yeap.. And tomorrow too! 12.00NOON

A lil more proof that I’m in the office! =D

My light lunch! 3.00PM

*double lids* TIRED! @ 5.57 PM

*Snapshot* Fetch aunty! XD 6.45 PM

Makan Time! @ The Magic Wok beside Atria Damansara.. 7.05 PM

Food is served! yummy!~ 7.30 PM

I catch you.. You caught me! =D Ice-cream craze.. 9.00 PM @ Atria

* I love my cousins!*

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One whole day I’m out and I woke up at 7.30 AM! Eyes are tired, as I’ve done data entries for bout 5 hours.. It's 12.15 AM.. Time to sleep! Nites ♥