LOST

Can't take it anymore! Do you know how I feel? I don't make plans for nothing and I know how my plans work! I decide because it's my life! I can't stand hearing it anymore, and I know where I stand!

Why  would I keep mentioning the same thing day by day? It is because I’m determined and I know what I’m doing.. I’ve surveyed and of course if the course and the institute itself is not qualified and certified.. I wouldn’t be interested too!

Yes, a capable person is accepted everywhere, doesn’t matter whether he/she is qualified.. It all depends on his/her will to do the job! I agree on this matter.. But, through comments that I’m receiving form you, it’s heartbreaking and I just don’t get it! The listing I’m giving you are all certified by BEM and IEM!

Going for Foundations, nowadays doesn’t mean that the candidate have to go overseas and study! I know the situation going on.. And the way you react somehow pulled my interest in talking bout this anymore.. I felt the bit very much, until there is this though of mine, of not continuing my studies!

Tears dropping one by one.. I just don’t get it! If you don’t want me to go for it! Just tell me.. Then I will just forget my plans and sit for STPM! I have no problems, because I know I can do it! And regarding the gift, I will get my notebook at the correct time and situation.. Not now! So, don’t even mention of getting it now!

I know, I rely on you and you support the whole family.. Don’t mention bout my father because he can’t do a thing and his not with us anymore! There’s no use to talk bout him.. It’s not that I don’t like it, just that it’s reflecting to the point that I’m doing wrong? I don’t think so! So please..

 

I wasn’t LOST at first.. I found my way back to the track and NOW you’re telling me I’m on the wrong track?! * TOTALLY DOWN *