20120307

If you can fake your tears, I can fake my love too! I'm applying Newton's Third Law of Motion in my daily life, especially when it comes to relationships! Don't know what's Newton's Third Law of Motion? Go learn some physics to know more about it before you approach me! =P

I'm glad that I’ve not deposited 100% onto you. Even your latest EX glad you’re history, than misery! You never want to change, and I’ll name that nature. I’ve tried, but seems like you’ll never. So, I wouldn’t want to know about you, and never take things seriously from you anymore. I’m just being kind all these while, in other words, stupid, sincerely stupid.

Guess that I really can smile now! Life goes on!~

20120207

烦烦烦！ 我应不应该去补习呢？感觉上真的很需要，但是时间关系不是很适合哦。。。 明天就要开始课外活动(KOKO)了。从两点多到最迟也是五点半，哪里找时间要去补习呢？要过去Bdr Puteri都有些困难叻。看来，唯一的办法就是不能去补习了。只能靠自己，努力多一点，别浪费时间就应该能解决道问题吧。希望是咯。 =]

我们班级的DECO一个一个的开始贴上板。。 很有创意哦！你觉得呢？=D

 


我现在还能感觉到你的存在，明天，后天， 和未来，会是怎样的呢？很期待 ~ ♥ :) 但我不会多希望，因为我不太确定后果会是怎样的 =P

 

♥ 我只要你知道我是真的在乎你！

20120107

Heyya! It's the first day of July, and it marks the 19th month that I'm still holding on. I still care, that's the problem. You take care, will ya? Always pray for you health and may you be well in all aspects.

STPM is way too near if time flies this fast, what if it's going faster? =/ It's worrying alot to me. Somehow, my mom agreed on the tuition program. Never expected. But it's really happening. A good thing I guess.

Recently busy with school, youth activities, piano lessons and my time is seriously packed up. A cup of coffee or a bar of chocolate wouldn't made my day, only your texts does. So text me when you're free kay. I'll be waiting, as promised.

Heart does not easily melt, but when it's under some circumstances it does. I'm looking forward to my July 2012.

20123006

原来如此...

I'm always you're second choice in all ways, I just don't understand why is it so? BUT, I know, feelings aren't supposed to be forced in a way. But, noticing me and not trying to stop or react towards my actions? How could you do that? I'm human, not an item with no feelings. 

原来如此...

No one wants to be left out. Not you, nor me.When you really care about someone, their mistakes never change our feelings, because the mind gets angry but the heart still cares! i just can't forget our times together, although how much hurt you have given me, I still cherish those times a lot. Even getting into quarrels everyday now is like something that holds us together. I believe, you'll see what I'm doing just for you one day.

该不该哭呢？

I don't get what you want from me. It's like you're taking advantage over my weakness most of the time. Being the loser is not something that I mind. Being there for you no matter what I'm facing, how hard is it for me to go through it, I just don't mind being there for you. If and only if you know what's sincerity, I think you can understand what I'm facing, especially being over 'chilled' by you.

真假之间， 我可以看得很清楚。 但是你还是赢家！

With you around, my decisions are affected 100% by you. You're the winner. So what if I lose? My main point here is to make sure that you're happy. That's only what I wished for. Thought I want to be treated equally back like what I provide you, so that you can do it the same to me. Somehow, life is full of ups and downs. But, from me to you, I believe in Newton's Third Law of Motion! I'm expecting the law to apply between us too!

如果我是那么重要， 你刚才早上的泪水让我感动了。 但如果你一切作的都是一直在演习， 你的演习能真的很不错！ 佩服你！

You're tears seems so real, I really heard you calling. I was weaken by it, and I find you, just to make sure you're okay. And it is like, I'm really needed and that important to you. How I wished the cry and tear you shed is from inside out of you. I believed in your words (each and every) until now, and I really hope that you're not lying to me. I had make huge decisions to just hope that everything can flow good and smoothly from my side. I'll always be there for you.

明知道， 你会这样对我， 我还是不会放弃你。 这就是我的决定和承诺。

And yes, I'll be waiting here, waiting for you to realise how hard I've worked and how much effort and risk I have incurred into this relationship of ours, I only want one thing, which is, don't abandon me anymore. I feel sick of being between wanted and unwanted and pushed around like a doll. I have feelings. But no matter what, I'll still stand by you to be there for you. That's my promise to you.

♥ 30062012 ♥

Heyya, my blog is outdated, but somehow I will update it later.. 

Yesterday was 1st day of orentation and yea! School’s back! ;P 

hehe, and today also orentation, till this friday, continuing on monday and tuesday next week. Fun fun time with new new friends, but oni know one or two la.. xD

Today’s highlight ;; >>

HaH! yes, Yeo Yann Yann ;P xD

Disappointed!

Dun assume that u can hide from tat person for long. B'coz the world
is so small. People tend to tell her one day and everything will be
over. Faith? Trust? Promises? All slipped off at once. I'm WARNING you
coz I care. Take care. Nt gonna mess with our lifes anymore. It hurts
every sec when it comes to an eye2eye contact, but it sores even more
when i saw her picture as your phone's background. And yet you can do
tis to her. Would you ever tried to change? I wonder..


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~** Myzz JacQuelyne **~