回到原点

在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远 像在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒 我就快要分裂
当初那些画面 需要多少时间还原

没关系 我们分了没关系
这不是你的问题
是我没那个福气
没福气却又爱上你
就算哭了没关系
这不是你的问题
痛痛快快给我一枪
我没关系 没关系 没关系

status : single 单身
all I want to hear is : 我们还能做个朋友吗？
what I got is : 我不要逼你。
what I need now is : time and understanding.

I’m still me!

Well, it has been too long since the last conversation. We finally talked again.. It’s my strategy to give the early wish so that you get to talk with me! =) That was indeed history last year.. haha

I remember, last year, at this time, i was busy preparing your b’day card. Wish that you can see my sincerity. But, i was expecting my art piece to be in the rubbish bin by now.. Getting to know that it’s not. I’m happy！

Another mistake? well, i am in one. a repeated one. but, i’m now trying to be someone being loved，and not waiting to be loved. Of coz, i do miss my activities that i’ve done. But it’s just a beginning. so, give it a try, i would say.

I don’t want to rush into things, though i’m now in one huge problem, that I don’t really know how to handle it. But, still, I’ve decided to hang onto it. Until I found suitable time to shake it off. I know I’m now a bad individual by doing so. But, what’s the BIG deal of getting to do something you want, and not others?

Well, he is starting classes next week, and hope everything goes well as planned. I just need more place for myself.

DESPERATE

You’re desperate huh？

I had been waiting for a year in exact and you just don’t give a damn on each and every big and small thing happening on me. You can just sit there and sms me whenever you need me, as I allow you to do so. Reach me, whenever you feel lonely, and you did. And what do I get? You left me hanging there for one whole year.. And I decided to leave that stupidity act in me on day 365.

No matter what you do, I won’t get myself back to what I’m before again, NEVER! I was stupid to lower myself that I trusted you but till now, I noticed that I had done a huge mistake. And now, I’ve found my life back.. Being loved, and in love.. And once again, a single worded sms ‘desperate’ came in?- I salute you jerk!

I believed that, “whatever is yours, it’s yours”. I had my experiment proven too.. Do not go for what’s not meant to be yours, you are just digging your own grave indirectly! And wasting energy, effort and time. It’s not worth for a jerk that doesn’t appreciate what you do!

So, FcUK off dude! Seriously! I can’t have you around as you already made my life miserable enough that I can’t bear it anymore! Stay away!

SPM ! - Officially Over

RESULTS out! ;-P

I got what I wished and I’m glad, B+ is the least as what I’ve granted too!
8 A’s (3A+, 2A, 3A-), and 1B (1B+) for SPM! ..

If and only if, I was one step closer.. hehe.. I might hit the target again.. And my examination records are full! But, there’s always a reason behind actions, problems, and results.. So, accept the fact! I’m still a top student! xDD *prasan dao*

And of coz, good news are meant to be shared! I told everyone in my family, hope that it’s not annoying to them! xDD And I’ve got some incentive from my employer too!
Not bad rite? Blame on missed portion of Chicken Essence? NAH! That’s just a piece of sweet memory and I laughed each time I remember my Chicken Essence soon! xDD

Went to celebrate? Kinda.. We went to Sunway Manhattan Fish Market for Dinner on the 23rd March! =P and I went Daiso just to satisfy my own fashion desires.. As I’m changing style often these days.. Hmm..

- makan time -

    

- shopping ? xD -

That’s not all, 2nd hair cut of the month for the very first time ?! ><

 

wahahahahahaha~

This is me ♥

Stage by stage

I remember what she said, the night before my UPSR and PMR results are released.. “ Jacky, it’s okay no matter what result you get tomorrow, kay.. And don’t cry yea.. ” .. upon hearing this, until today, the night before my SPM results is release.. I’m still tearing with my face hiding another side pretending that I’m okay after hearing to these identical sentences that she said..

Well, tomorrow it’s results day.. And three months had just passed.. I don’t wish for more.. I know my whereabouts and my limits.. I just hope that I can get those special happy feelings again.. How I burst into tears of overjoyed!

It’s getting harder to breathe every second counting down form now (10.00 PM) till the official releasing time at 10.00 AM tomorrow morning.. *I didn’t plan this post to be at this time ><* I had sleepless nights since Saturday night and I think it’s mostly linked to this..

I was confident way back when I was in my chair, doing my papers, and of coz.. Hoping for at least B+ and I’ll be thankful if I get an A-.. Although, I know that no matter what and how the outcome is going to be.. I have to continue my studies.. 

I don’t want to disappoint my mom, I really don’t.. But the fact that the examinations are over.. I can’t do anything, other than to wait for the clock strikes 10 AM tomorrow.. There isn’t any more things to be thought now.. It’s time to relax.. Have a good sleep and get my results tomorrow, like all these years as it had happen before..

And like no other years, it’s my first time taking the results on my own, without my mom around with me tomorrow.. Hope everything will be just fine =)

Just a piece to note before D Day..

Good Luck to all SPM 2012, and All The Best To the SPM 2011 Candidates..

xoxo,

Jacquelyne Anne.

MARCH! =P

Hey guys.. A BACKDATED post.. hehe..

8th March – Makan Dinner with Michelle, Nicki, & Brandon @IOI OldTown .. Then, go Pasar Malam OUG with Nicki and Wai Kong.. hehe.. Long time no go Pasar Malam already, so long after 5 years? @.@

16th March – Lunch with Aaron Hoong, Cheryl Lim, Vincent Hoong, Nicki Liew, Wong Jia Xin, & Wai Kong.. At Soon Heng BBQ opposite Chatime IOI Boulevard.. Of coz.. My first Chatime =) haha
 

 

<< Chatime like a BOSS in the office ;P

 

 

 

 

20th March – OMG tomorrow result day lerh.. =S Work ar work.. can I fast fast gao tim you or not? BUSY BUSY! ><

 

List of my works.. D;>>

 

I’m N-E-R-V-O-U-S !