Stage by stage

I remember what she said, the night before my UPSR and PMR results are released.. “ Jacky, it’s okay no matter what result you get tomorrow, kay.. And don’t cry yea.. ” .. upon hearing this, until today, the night before my SPM results is release.. I’m still tearing with my face hiding another side pretending that I’m okay after hearing to these identical sentences that she said..

Well, tomorrow it’s results day.. And three months had just passed.. I don’t wish for more.. I know my whereabouts and my limits.. I just hope that I can get those special happy feelings again.. How I burst into tears of overjoyed!

It’s getting harder to breathe every second counting down form now (10.00 PM) till the official releasing time at 10.00 AM tomorrow morning.. *I didn’t plan this post to be at this time ><* I had sleepless nights since Saturday night and I think it’s mostly linked to this..

I was confident way back when I was in my chair, doing my papers, and of coz.. Hoping for at least B+ and I’ll be thankful if I get an A-.. Although, I know that no matter what and how the outcome is going to be.. I have to continue my studies.. 

I don’t want to disappoint my mom, I really don’t.. But the fact that the examinations are over.. I can’t do anything, other than to wait for the clock strikes 10 AM tomorrow.. There isn’t any more things to be thought now.. It’s time to relax.. Have a good sleep and get my results tomorrow, like all these years as it had happen before..

And like no other years, it’s my first time taking the results on my own, without my mom around with me tomorrow.. Hope everything will be just fine =)

Just a piece to note before D Day..

Good Luck to all SPM 2012, and All The Best To the SPM 2011 Candidates..

xoxo,

Jacquelyne Anne.