Another record of my 1st times!

I have not been that selfish anymore! I used to think twice and think trice if it really needed! But this time.. It’s quite out of control! 1st time being so damn straight forward in self expressing * blushes *.. Now dunno how to cover malu jor!~ Haiz…

I knew it! For the 3rd time!

I sensed problems and most probably caused by miscommunications! What ever decisions made by you I’ll respect! Just don’t mess with people’s life and boosting them with hopes and making them thought of the possibilities of chances..

Somehow, I want to talk to you.. Not as who I am to you but rank up to the title of your most trustable friend.. I think if you’re to have the chance to express yourself, you’ll be fine soon.. I just want to help.. As your most trustable friend.. Nothing else, if that’s what you prefer.. TALK to me! Anytime..

 

Myzz Jacquelyne aka J-anne

Thinner than a glass slide!

My emotions really can tell through my face! And I don’t dare to expressed it orally as I might break into tears.. Why? Because I own a soft and thin characteristic heart! And that’s why I tend to fall over and over again! Didn’t noticed? I don’t blame you..

No point turning around the table pointing fingers towards each other.. I know how you felt and I know you don’t feel how I feel.. I’m not a hypocrite.. I don’t back stab! I stab them from the front! Told you before you know?.. I guess you don’t remember.. Fine then.. Can’t blame you!

I trust you.. I think you should remember this phrase well.. But now, in this situation, just pinned down by a few words and you come tell me I’m doing wrong? What happen to the trust that I gave you? Aren’t you trust me too? It seems that you don’t by how you questioned me! Worst, it’s in a direct way! You don’t understand me.. Not blaming you..

Tears falling, heart breaking, breathe like having insufficient air.. I really wanna cry out but I can’t because no one hears me.. And you can tell me that not you can’t trust me.. But you can’t trust any girls again?! It really drags me down to the MAX!

I just want a party I can share with! That’s all.. Nites! Myzz Jacquelyne aka J-anne..

Don’t play with fire! ;)

Not to fall back into it! But I’m too into the time we’re together once, before.. As I’ve said I appreciate it very much! So, I want to keep the relationship on going in a low profile and unlinked?! I MIND if you’re owned! But seriously, I don’t hate people for no reason.. =)

So, feel free to talk! I can’t keep things in mind and burry them it my heart.. Because it really hurts and I’ll fall sick if I do that! Being Open Minded as advised really helps a lot! And if I were to forget or not to do so, fact wouldn’t change and life must still go on.. So, please do not worry as I’ll know what to do!

Provoking problems? I don’t think so.. A clap can’t be produced with one hand.. It will only be heard loud enough if both hands were used and with effort! No matter how hard a hand tries.. Sound doesn’t produce at all.. So, if you’re not interested.. Don’t give a damn!

Keeping HIGH these few days really made me a semi-OUT person! I just found out that I laughed differently and my mom gave me a look on her face.. XD Should really continue to be in this condition! Stress free I would say! ;) And.. It’s self expression dear Ronnie! LOL

How many decades are there in a lifetime?! Enjoying as much as possible with no regrets on decisions made, keeping emotions on low-profile and just flow with situations! ♥

Not singing tonight! XP.. Nites!

Myzz Jacquelyne aka J-anne..

Building another hope?! And crush it again..

Don't emerge yourself back to the point where you left! No turning back, no turning point! Lead your own life! You decide!

You may put your leg in and out as you like! Doesn't matter what people think, because it's your life! You rule your life! And the line was given by a jerk?! LOL! I have to repeat the lines... Precautionary step 1# to avoid turning back to the intersection point... XD

Please don't mislead my smiles and actions! I don't think people can see through my drama but the percentage it's too low! I own it with my heart and soul.. And I expressed it accordingly.. So, watch out! Remember... 我飘呀飘, 飘啊飘, 飘不进你的心中.. This is the fact and it will remain constant all the way in your life! Wouldn't change! So, enjoy your time J-anne!

What ever that comes, it came with a hope and you are the only key to the hope.. If you agree, the hope can be easily accomplished! I gave up my hope once on 1502, and got back a hope on 1303.. And you break my hope again on 2003 and ask for one more hope on 2303?! Wow.. chances really got into my hands easily but I slipped it off on the 2403! Hoping for another? Maybe yes, maybe no!

我還打算 把最好的愛給你, 卻已經來不及 遺憾的是 我不在 你的心裡.. - 宇珩(朋友們都結婚去了)? This song doesn't influenced me and my decisions.. But it's really true and should be brought into deep consideration.. Think about it! Why waste time on useless things? Better throw it away, and who ever wants it, grab it! It caused me problems! = )

Singing off again * [LeeHom Wang 王力宏] 唯一 [Wei Yi] [The One and Only] * Nites and love ya.. You know who you are! XD.. Myzz Jacquelyne aka J-anne..

The new point?!

I noticed in Facebook most of my friends posts are all about appreciation, NOT only me.. I post too because I think it is very important to remind myself how uneasy it is if I do not know how to appreciate my belongings..

Appreciate relationship will be my first indicator.. Relationship isn’t easy to be build.. It takes days, weeks, months even years or decades to earn one.. One work really hard to make life simple and happy and they really do mean it as they prove that they really work hard in improving them self in their relationship..

Second is time.. Time = everything! Needed for rest, eat, sleep, walk, read, etc.. etc.. So, since we’re in Form 5 and taking SPM this year( or so ).. Appreciate your time that you have besides than those fully packed and occupied with tuition and other classes- school is in the count! DO NOT WASTE TIME!

And third or maybe last for this time is MONEY! Earning is not easy in the harsh hard working condition.. One may get fired (touch wood) anytime! There’s no need to forge out unnecessary expenses and spent on variety of WANTS.. Spending on NEEDS will be just fine..

So, START the SAVE! Less rubbish, Less pollution, Less conflicts, Less Stress, Less Pressure, Less EVERYTHING –ve and all X-tra’s goes to the +ve! =) I bet days to come will be better in many ways and let’s lead a happier and healthier life!

Singing off!~ *FIREWORKS –KATY PERRY* ~ Myzz Jacquelyne aka J-anne.. ♥