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Just because I’m stupid enough, I’m still holding on
Just because I’m stubborn enough, I’m still hoping on
Just because I’m fragile enough, I’m still breaking frequent
Just because I’m self centered, I’m still missing you

So what if I lose in this stupid bet?
So what if I get hurt in this time-wasting game? 
So what if I choose to hold on with those bittersweet memories?
So what if I fail after tons of effort is lost?

None in this world is perfect
None in this world can give me what you gave me
None in this world will get the treatments I gave you
None in this world will see how much I sacrificed

Hoping for a better day?
Hoping for a better time?
Hoping for a better care?
Hoping for a better person?

It’s my decision to hold on
It’s my decision to continue being in pain
It’s my decision to get myself hurt
It’s my decision to see myself in vain

Does this mean I have to stop?
Does this mean I must give up?
Does this mean I have to lose?
Does this mean I must turn back?

I don’t hope for more
I don’t see things clear now
I don’t want to get in trouble
I don’t thirst for attention

What should I do?
What can I do?
What am I thinking?
What is all these?

Because IMY
Because INY
Because ILY
Being PATHETIC is not the END!