Today was totally the most memorable day for all of us in F5 ‘11 of SMK BPJA(A)..
Yes, it’s graduation day and we’re officially graduated! =P
My day started with getting fB updates as early as 5.30 AM as I slept early last night.. I saw many posting about separation and graduation.. I was alil emotional and of course a tear or two did rolled down my cheeks.. Then I decided not to continue stalking and left a post before logging out..
And then I went to iron my cloths, take my bath and get ready for school! Felt extra energized eventually.. But, I felt seriously reluctant which was hidden somewhere deep in me.. Yes, another rainy morning! Reached school and saw my friends getting excited and the started their photography early today.. But, as agreed, I helped out with the PA for the very last event in school.. (hey, i’m the first PA girls you know? xD)
While they get themselves dressed up, I was still helping at the graduation hall.. I missed the chance to take pictures with them, and this is quite sad.. But, I’ll always remember.. As what Teacher Juliet told me as I read through her last words which is of Dhammapada 132:
“ whoever tries to seek happiness without hurting others can find happiness”
So, I continued my duty.. Nicki took my picture and I only noticed it after he uploaded on fB..
So, the event starts.. Teacher said.. “ mengumumkan ketibaan barisan pentadbir dan GKMP..” the honored walked down from the middle.. and I walked in by the side.. * I’m late for graduation? * =)
We sung Negaraku, listened to speech, graduated.. and everything seems too fast for this morning!
Well, as for last year.. Chun Kit, Ronnie, Siao Ping and Ee Chern got their award as most well mannered student! This year, there are 10 of us, with 9 titled Permata Harapan, and the other is Intan Terpilih.. Not expecting, nor craving for it.. But, I’ve got it! This is based on nomination and votes from teachers!~
While I was on stage.. Pn. Haniza thanked me for everything.. Pn. Jalilah said.. “ tahniah jac..” and Teacher Juliet mentioned yesterday.. “ I know you can do it..” .. I’m actually speechless.. Although I knew about the award the earliest, 2 days before ceremony.. Pn. Chow knew that it I might face difficulty with it..
My tears almost fall again.. When my classmates stood and clapped their hands.. That was the most memorable moment of my life symbolising I’m certified by them.. After waiting all these years.. I finally felt that I’m actually appreciated! 
* The chocolates are from Pn. Mariah *
Congratulations to Lim Fang Shen, Connie Toh, Crystal Loo, Khong Yi Cheng and others who received the award! All the best to you!
What’s next? Lagu sekolah.. Actually, it wasn’t in the program.. I asked permission from the Admins.. Pn. Jalilah said depends on situation today.. But, it succeed! hehe.. Last time singing the school anthem.. * sweet memories*
Then it’s the majlis mohon restu.. From Pn. Zubaidah to Pn. Norhayati.. I promised to be strong today.. But, I cried! Farah was first in line among us to greet the teacher.. When she stood in front of Teacher Rajaesvary.. Teacher cried.. And we start to burst out tears.. Pn. Zubaidah hugged me tight, Pn. Ramziah wished good luck, Pn. Hanizah said “ thanks for everything”, Pn. Juliet said “continue to be a good daughter” Pn. Rajaesvary said “all the best, I know u can do it..” .. I can’t take it anymore..!! And ended up off crying till off stage..
Imma cry baby! =O
then.. It’s more like a baju changing session..? from uniform..
b4 that was makan time! =D 4 + 1 geng do it the traditional way 
Some went for planking.. Some hoping for flash mob.. So did photography.. Others spend their precious time in their respective classes..!~
And yes.. secondary school life in smk bpja ends here.. Today, I grab the opportunity to snap photos for the very first time with many people.. And I will cheerish all this days till the very end..
I have too many to say.. But, I can’t say a thing! Too many words that made me chose to stay quiet.. Quiet doesn’t mean that I have nothing to concern about.. Nothing to care.. No one to thank.. No one to cheer with.. No one to be with.. None or Nothing at all..
It’s just that.. I prefer to keep things quiet within myself and feel like it’s now or never.. Appreciating by actions.. From heart to heart with love..
..Jacquelyne Anne Boudeville..
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