要自爱

徒劳的努力? 也许，也许不是! 开始恨自己!! 撞墙吧!!!

Woah! Mix feelings are pulling me down and getting me LOW! I’m like a cell phone with indication of ‘Low Battery’ now.. With the blinks and empty bars.. I’m tired of all these but I can’t let it go!

I can’t cry, because there’s isn’t any reason for me to do so.. I’m self killing at times.. And I wished that I would just freeze all the events and erase the history like how I used to do in cleaning my IE’s history once upon a time..

So, here is it.. Goal No. 1 # Get HIM wiped off as soon as APRIL washed away! So, enjoy the time.. Smile, and get HIGH *with limits*.. Because I would say, “all my life I’ve been good but now, I’m thinking WTH.. All I want is to mess around and I don’t really care about!” Enjoy the days left in APRIL!

2nd on the chart is.. What if… *fingers crossed* the report is a negative one..? I’m not sure what’s going to happen on Wednesday and hope everything is fine.. Despite knowing ways to comfort a friend, I should practice what I preach too! Appreciate everything when it’s PRESENT! Use HISTORY as guidelines and I will lead a good FUTURE full of MYSTERIES! =D

Goal No. 2 # Calm down.. Pray hard.. Everything will be fine!

3rd is facing reality! I’m moving out from Dreamland guys! Not going to day dream anymore.. Not going to hope that the dream last forever.. It should be kept and filed into the HISTORY folder and stored there safe and sound! =D

GOsH! It’s 11 PM jor!~ 放弃是最好的方式! 步步向前走.. 不必回头.. 自爱!

Myzz Jacquelyne aka J-anne! Nites