016 My SILLY REactiON.. =)

such silly me,, nasi sudah jadi bubur... LOL.. so buat tak tahu only lar... I'll *smile*great*talk*laugh* as normal! THanks dear!

015 time.. time,.. time...

Jacquelyne Anne Boudeville (Myzz Jac Anne 黄美莲) ...
‎*coughs* *flu* *coughs* *flu* *sore throat* *headache* *mild fever?* *WHY?!*

bio-chem-moral-revision?
OMG it's end of September!

Time is essential!!!!
Good Luck friends.. (UPSR, PMR, SPM, Final Exams..)

014 WHY? WHY? WHY?

I want it...
But i don't want it...
I love it...
But I don't love it...
I hate it...
But i love it more than i hate it!
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SO HOW?

He's not mine...
He's ours!
He's my friends!
He's my bro's and sis's!!

I can't be selfish!
But sometimes.. I ADMIT!
i AM selfiSH!!

how? how? how?
i need an answer! It's killing me again!

013 -.-.-.- *** I tot it's gonna burst! XD

i called the music academy and my heart is pumping like hell... i'm scared as they will reject my application for a trial class... when the person picked up the phone... my hand was shaking!! OMG! can you believe it... but somehow, it started well as i asked for stephanie(recommended by celine) as she was the person talking on the phone.. so, i told her " i'm recommended by my friend zin mun to come for trial class.." and she replied " oh..,, zin mun.." then my heart beat rate decreases, and my transport of in and out oxygen decreases and transport of in and out c02 decreases.. XD.. (why am i talking bout bio?) so.. the conversation went on and on.. she said she will call me back...

012 -.-.-.- *** 就是爱 -

nicholas teo - 就是爱 ( this is love )

- 歌词 -

music...

女:前一秒钟明明我害怕寂寞

男:下一秒钟还期待发生什么

女:手牵着手就不在乎明天要往哪里走还有你

男:还有我

女:突然感动虽然你没说什么

男:让你心动给你最后的温柔

女:手牵着手多么希望永远就是这样了

合:只有你只有我...

男:不让全世界分心专心爱你

合:这一次确定当我加上你最美的风景

男:不是要被谁肯定我还有你

合:你的心从此就让我旁听我们爱到底

女:都是因为你爱才能坚定(男:爱就是因为你)

合:幸福原来并非遥不可及(男:幸福原来是最美的风景)

女:你拥抱过的都有美丽风景

男: you and i (女:you and i )

女:就是爱(合:就是爱)

- LYRICS -

Nǚ: Qián yī miǎo zhōng míngmíng wǒ hàipà jìmò

Nán: Xià yī miǎo zhōng huán qídài fāshēng shénme

Nǚ: Shǒu qiān zhuóshǒu jiù bùzàihū míngtiān yào wǎng nǎlǐ zǒuHái yǒu nǐ

Nán: Hái yǒu wǒ

Nǚ: Túrán gǎndòng suīrán nǐ méi shuō shénme

Nán: Ràng nǐ xīndòng gěi nǐ zuìhòu de wēnróu

Nǚ: Shǒu qiān zhuóshǒu duōme xīwàng yǒngyuǎn jiùshì zhèyàng le

Hé: Zhǐyǒu nǐ zhǐyǒu wǒ

Nán: Bù ràng quán shìjiè fēn xīn zhuānxīn ài nǐ

Hé: Zhè yīcì quèdìng dàng wǒ jiā shàng nǐZuìměi de fēngjǐng

Nán: Bùshì yào bèi shuí kěndìng wǒ hái yǒu nǐ

Hé: Nǐ de xīn cóngcǐ jiù ràng wǒ pángtīngWǒmen ài dàodǐ

Nǚ: Dōu shì yīnwèi nǐ ài cáinéng jiāndìng(Nán: Ài jiùshì yīnwèi nǐ)

Hé: Xìngfú yuánlái bìngfēi yáo bùkě jí(Nán: Xìngfú yuánlái shì zuìměi de fēngjǐng)

Nǚ: Nǐ yǒngbào guò de dōu yǒu měilì fēngjǐng

Nán: you and i (nǚ: you and i )

Nǚ: Jiùshì ài (hé: Jiùshì ài)

011-.-.-.-*** 020910 + My day..

Missed classes... *Bio, Add Maths, & Sivik*
No mood...
Holidays coming... *zz zz... boring*
I want to learn piano... Don't change my topic please... *still waiting*
'Double S' (Sob & Sad)... *he is leaving tmr*
Problems and troubles made double... * haihz *
Sorry, sir!... *i knew should have told you earlier*
这是我的责任... 与个人无关... *你错了...*
I'm clear and certain in my decisions,. don't really doubt on it.. *it's my responsibility*

010 @ Genting on 31st August 2010.. XD

wakakakekekikikukukokokokokooooooo........
hello long half dead blog of mine.. XD

August Test...
fine gua... as i knew it would turn out to be.. haih,, didn't study.. not because of no time as in my time is use to do other stuffs in school but it's because of my own time management.. haiz... i hope pn. zam is not angry with me...

p/s : sorry teacher.. i don't mean it.. i know what i'hav done wrong and i know my mistakes.. sorry teacher.. pls smile... ???

Problems...
I can't get into contact with someone who i can't communicate at all right? It's like you're talking to a wall and when you bang the wall... you won't get a respond.. only errmmm... hmmm... ahhh??... (echo of the sound of the contact of your head with the wall..)

so, how? he doesn't understand my speech, as i don't catch his language (中文).. do you see the picture? i can see it clearly.. i can't take it anymore... not that i want to break my promise.. but soomehow, i can't do it.. i can't!

so please,,.. stop it once and for all.. i can't take it anymore.. don't text me.. don't call me.. don't talk to me... i know you like me but i can't simply like you just to please you.. you can say i'm selfish... but.. this is me! you can't control me.. my mom don't even call me on the phone and ask me where i go.. where to where and ask me for what am i suppose to be there? you just a friend of mine,..

STOP IT!

life..
it's just getting better knowing someone near and close does care for you in life.. the best is the someone it's just sitting next to you.. able to hear you from every angle.. every time.. and every calls you make to them.. they answered with a sincere heart.. I love you guys 4 UM.. special dedication.. XD.. Tuan Farah Syazleena, Puvarnisha, Amanda, Mike Choo, Leon Ho, Soong Yee Kie, Connie, Syik Lim, Low Yen Wei, Celine Quek.. and all 4 UM... I love you and hope we could be friends for life!

31st August 2010..
happy b'day M'sia (53 years old d lor)....
celebrated(not really) at Genting Highlands XD..'
*photos will be uploaded later*

something new...
i think i got a new ***** again,... OMG! how nice if he could be mine?!.. *memories*

*harga remaja.. sungguh mahal sekali.. Love you..*